A Month Towards

People have changed

People have arrived on its aim, except me

I never thought that everything would be like this

I always thought that everything would gonna be ok, everything would always be fun

But, everything is not as easy as what I've thought before

I've just realized that live as an adult is very hard

Being mature is difficult

and there are so many problem in the 18th

A month towards my 19th,

I still can't find what the meaning of life is

I still can't manage my self to be more lined up

I still can't be useful even for my own self

I still can't make any worth things for the life

I can do nothing

I feel that I'm useless